Hey there guys! So I kinda have to write a sort
of “diary” where I have to describe at least one good thing that happens to me,
every day. I am not a “diary-type” person; I was never able to write more than
4 days in a row and I used to tore the pages out the next day, I swear. Before
this blog I wasn´t even able to read anything that I had wrote, ever! Yeah I
know I am very insecure, sue me! So I am committing myself to write at least 3
times a week, for now, and unfortunately (or maybe not) for those who read me
and don´t understand a word of English it will be a pity lol. Actually no, the
pain is on you who will - I am terrible at this. The reason why I write in
English, and those who are close to me know this, I do it often when I talk about
the deep stuff, the things that you would hear me say in Portuguese with tears
on my eyes – it´s not that bad I am just built that way. And I apologize
already if I do commit grammatical or any other kind of language errors, I am
far from perfect.
You see the thing is I never believed I could
ever write something that was worth reading, not even just for me. But suddenly
when I opened myself and dedicated myself to put my thoughts and opinions –
basically commit to this blog - I discovered that people actually appreciated
what I was writing, and I won´t lie, it made me feel great! Besides I never
finish anything I start, I am too insecure so I just give up before I can get
disappointed. So this was an enormous step for me, and it worth’s every day –
it makes me feel good to be appreciated.
As far as my diary goes I will call it “entries”
(I hate the “My dear diary” stuff), that may become a book that one day might be
called biography lol I am sure I will be very famous by then and these words my
friend will make me some serious money yeah :D. You see even in English I try
to avoid the touchy subjects – I am a serious nut case. But I was able to
maintain the blog, more or less, up-to-date so I am checking this one more
challenge on my list – I promise to do the best I can. And as I always always
do, be the most honest Joana I can be, because that is my philosophy (but that
will make another nice story for another day).
Well this was kind of a presentation to my
newest “project” regarding my blog, and maybe -who knows? - I may attract
international readers, am I not the greediest little writer you have ever seen?
Well it´s my blog, I can dream if I want to! I get a little aggressive too when
I write in English lol – and you guys thought I didn´t had any more tricks up
my sleeve muahahahah :D. I kid you guys, this thing is a huge step for me and I
cannot believe I am actually doing it. So there you go: This is one of the good
things of today and I think it is a lot! I promise I will try not to joke so
much - because I get a little nervous when I am going to the dark place and try
to fetch one beam of light - and keep it smaller and concise because I let
myself go easily. Above all I try not to feel the urge of deleting it tomorrow.
My motto these days is live one day at a time
and as someone said to me just focusing on “keeping my head out of the water”
lol - Portuguese proverbs sound so funny in English. Well that is pretty much
it for today my lovely friends and readers – I am crossing my fingers hoping
this “thing” works out.
Xoxo
*(Because I love a good old cliché)
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